To Cocoon or not to Cocoon ??
That was the million dollars question throughout this year, especially with the things that I have been through & all the crap that I learned from my stupid mistakes & like a butterfly, came out fresh, beatiful & full of enthusiasm.
I am so eager to start life as a mature person & away from the personal over sensitive attitude that I shower people with when I get pissed off. 2alo kteer : “elly mabeye2telak bey2aweek” and I have been blessed with various attempts of “assassinations” & thank God I am still alive & each situation adds on to my life. The good news that I have mentioned when I first started blogging is that I am FREE, CONFIDENT, TRUSTING, AMBITIOUS & SATISFIED with what I have – this was a step I was dying to accomplish for the past couple of years. I don’ care who says what & whatever! I was in a trance, nothing was real to me as much as now is & I finally have my feet on the ground & appreciate what I was bestowed from blessing. You thought I was goin’ to get married right?! Naaaaa, still early besides, my “Prince in shining armor” is still far away & maybe our paths will never cross (Doesn’t matter anymore , my family is more important).
I am starting something new this Sunday & very excited. My mom is so depressed cuz of her operation that was postponed 3 times (Makki Jom3a are playing with her big time). It killed me seeing her cry like this L .



April 3rd, 2006 at
what’s wrong sweetie, you’re not yourself? Is your mom okay?