Forgiveness is a great value & the key to ending many disputes
Part of maturing is being able to forgive and forget. It is unfortunate that a human being has to sometimes immensely suffer in order to come to this conclusion, but believe me, once he/she are over a certain situation then they are truly able to go on through life without regrets or grudges against people.
It is a fact that I personally encountered late but Thanks God because I was getting mentally drained and at the end I said: “I am the one doing this to ME, get a grip on your life WOMAN!”. I started to slowly let go of my worries, unleash certain fears that were pulling me down, give trust to those who earn it & most important thing of all DO NOT LET SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT I NEED OR WHO I AM. I control my destiny & should be held accountable for when I mess things up and it ain’t anyone’s right to just burst into my life and boss me around – God, am such a submissive person! Elmohem, what brought this on was Starting Over’s episode on MBC4, where they were discussing the Abuse forms and I found out that I was Verbally abused the entire time before and certain individuals tossed me around, because I didn’t really appreciate the real ME, didn’t understand my capabilities… or even loved “me” enough to admit that I deserve good. YUKH!
It pleases me that I am able to go on without worries, let go of items, thoughts & persons that cause me to be in this state of mind because I hell don’t need that.
I didn’t talk about the Marketing Course I attended for 3 weeks J it was fun fun fun…. I got to leave the company early (that was the good part) and meet people that took me out of my isolation & also, got to go through the quizes thing and I passed ! Yup, and was the first in class (of young people.. hehehe!) I hate the company today- I don’t really discriminate nationalities but I call my company now “Bombay” !!!!!! it is getting worse walla.
May 10th, 2006 at
hope no one from the company reads your blog lol!
May 10th, 2006 at
I honestly do not care! o the thing is, everyone “else” says & thinks the same but they would never be able to say it out loud. 3adi… life’s a circus, kel wa7ed has his act :)
May 13th, 2006 at
Bana, me and you should get the nationality if we ever want to go up in this company!
May 13th, 2006 at
Walla to tell you the truth, I started nodding my head men zamaaaaaaan o shogl el”achcha” khalas sert khabera feih! heheheh! enta allah ye3enak o the other guys ma3ak - akeeid mo elly ne7na benetkalem 3aleihom!
Ya Perals, your poor hubby’s suffering .