Lost Innocence…
I have this feeling of pettiness towards how fellow humans act now with each other, Interaction lacking true Chivalry & Decency qualities, which went missing along with everything that’s supposed to “count” men elakhla2 el7ameda..
Then I sit down and think, “who am I to talk?!” when I myself “act” along and belong to the group. It is strange… how suddenly these notions of purity and innocence are poppin’ up in my mind; this nostalgic feeling of the child I was; The way my father used to sit me down with him all the time, the way we used to gather, the way that I was responsibility & guilt free. The fact that people depend on what they see more than what they feel..
I hate the fact that I have to search hard for what is genuine and true.. I have always believed that these values are out there and that I would never trip and put myself in awkward situation. Listening to “Ode to my family” by The Cranberries now .
[Update] Off my head:
- Stuck in between ain’t cool
- Cranky moody people piss me off
- I hate hate hate hate filing and dreary paperwork
- Thinkin’ EMbra6or walla Samadi.. so darn hungry!
June 28th, 2006 at
we’re living in Blake’s ‘age of experience’ now.
June 29th, 2006 at
Girlie .. join my club …if i may be a little personal in this. . i am facing this problem with finding a person i can fall for and start my life with .. there aren’t any of them left in this world, people are so materialisitc in this age, Character and good will count for nothing anymore.