My nightmare is…..
Crappy, cranky, grouchy, all synonyms to what my mood is like today (up to this minute, maybe later it’ll shift).
I sat down thikin’ of my darkest, most horrid & ugliest thoughts. I was in a swirl of mixed emotions and do you know how it feels when someone / something clutches your heart and squeezes it soooo hard? This pretty sums up the feelings am goin’ through now. I know that I could get very clingy or dependant sometimes and I know that this is generated from my personal fears (Fear is your worse enemy), true; How do you get over it? How do you learn? How do you move on? How do you forgive & forget? What do you have to do for acceptance? For love? For success?
Patience? Tolerance? Compassion? Initiation? Thinking? Acceptance? Letting go? Moving on? My head’s’ about to burst!
My greatest fear is….. (share your thoughts)
[Update]: Is Nacho Libre good?
July 12th, 2006 at
my greatest fear….is finding no one…..when u need it…when u thought everyone is ur friend…but …no one is…..
how to move on….is to be strong..if you know your right…then you should keeep on going without turning back…keep it in the past…
what u getting from thinking???? just the pain…
i stopped thinking..and am glad i did…no more pain…am on my own..but i know am right
July 12th, 2006 at
is being alone.
July 13th, 2006 at
time is a healer ..
July 13th, 2006 at
i swear i wrote a comment earlier.. where did it go :|
July 14th, 2006 at
A lot of fears… they have their beginning in one thing: that fear of leaving…
Nothing helps.
I`m always in this…
P.S. i`m not able to frogive & to forget :D
July 14th, 2006 at
dude, my greatest fear is if they catch Nasrallah or Osama bin Laden
July 15th, 2006 at
Look ahead and not behind. With time you’ll forget about it.
My greatest fear is that one day I’m going to be alone …
July 16th, 2006 at
Ya DoDo mafi comment before this… or i might’ve deleted the same belghala6… sowwy!
Sever: Yeah, i have the same issue… it’s a loooong list of fears, smallest is being “lonely” not alone, ending with the thoughts of the the after life and yes, nothing helps. As for forgiving and forgetting, i tend to but it takes time to heal wounds…. Welcome here.
Pearleto… you are totally right girl…
“Dude”: Seriously, catching osama is your greatest fear?!
July 16th, 2006 at
Spikey: I know that it is hard to put everything behind and act as if nothing had happened and as Pearls said do not look behind; The pain and agony generated from reflecting on fears and the past is better be “put aside” as it won’t help you get better unless it’s part of a healing process and it is hard but once you pass it, enshallah things will be better…
Most people fear the fact of being alone.. I for a fact enjoy solitude and when it comes to having people around me, I have decided to be very selective in order to avoid pain. What worries me is the fact that I will have the feeling of loneliness and find myself not doing something that I will be remembered for in this life and not do well for my eternal ending. I fear disease, incurable ones.. Death and all the feelings that associate with it, fear of losing a loved one.. list goes on!