Chikapappi

A very sad thing happened to me tonight; I lost my favorite keychain “elmotewa7esha”; I got this [ Pilgrim ] chain before I got my new car and I loved it. I just lost it! I am jinxed people! Nothing good happens to me at all, well for a short period at least.

I am posting this as my last post as Chikapappi; without getting into disgusting long boring details, it saddens me to do this (quitting I mean) but life forces you to do things for better most of the times. I started blogging after I read a couple of blogs n’ coincidently hit one of our coworker’s and asked for his help setting my own diary. I felt down many times and that obviously shows in some of my posts, expressed my happiness towards situations at others, point is; I was able to yap more online to complete strangers. It was “Fancy” with an English accent!

I had the “3rd” degree from my mom because of someone (YOU know who you are) and I always get asked: “why do you blog?” “why do you write private things bout yourself to people?!” “Do you blog to meet GUYS!!!!????” questions of the same nature accrue along with accusations that make no sense! I hate it when people only assume bad n’ build assumptions – assume makes an ass out of you n’ me! Now, below are my rants towards the whole situation:

1. I blogged because it was fun n’ I thought that I as a person, am entitled to freedom of speech n’ venting
2. I only reply to male comments on my blog n’do not comment to same out of here
3. I choose what to post n comment bout carefully
4. I never thought of blogging as a means to get guys, any girl – or guy with long hair and a fake bra (softy) can do that in the street!
5. Blogging does not necessarily have to include a religious or social notion with an attempt to fix the world, sometime it is utter bullshit bas people do it
6. I chose not to stay anonymous to certain people to keep them updated and have things clear – that backfired!
7. I get bored sometimes
8. I find myself more expressive writing things down
9. I love my color pink template :(
10. I like all the girl bloggers and most of them are smart &I learned bout many things from fellow bloggers
11. I never indicated where I work! Hell! I don’t give a rat’s ass bout who finds out!
12. Some bloggers are mean, badmouthed, lame n’ very very shallow
13. Some bloggers are very very talented
14. I commented with my real name on some blogs (Bana), because these blogs do not accept anonymous comments so I had to sign in from my gmail account

That being said, brings me to the end of my blogging, I dunno whether I will return to this later on and at some point of my life but when I do, it’ll be for something good. I have many projects in hand, besides personal development which hopefully goes well.

Wish you fellow bloggers the best, love you girls. I’ll be watching you…

Salam khetam n’ peace out y’all!

P.S: Don’t think this is an accomplishment; This is done for me, by me & to me…. One would thought after all the time and everything, you would have a dash of trust, understanding & respect to me….

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