From beyond the grave…
Embrace yourself boys & girls for a depressing post! NOT!! Am crazy! Yeah! Someone managed to FUCK my day! WOHO! I am cursing on my blog! That feels good! Yalla JUDGE ME! While you’re at it, BITE ME!!!
Ok, you know how we go through each other’s blogs, building mental images of what you, he, she or even “I” look like – sometimes those images are integrated – built by adding your own personal thoughts & “wants” in that person, the way YOU wanna see him or her. I’ve written about this before (I ain’t linkin the freggin post – go search for it yourselves!) bas I always ask people who meet “ME” what they think of Chikapappi & how real am I on the blog, real in the sense that I do not contradict my whole life or actions = double faced….
Answers I got were interesting from bloggers (2 of them actually) do not think I am like “me” on my blog! Although I make sure to portray things as they happen in reality without the risk of exposing my identity, am in hiding from assholes in this life! LOL! La 3ady, esmy Bana! Hala walla, etsharrafna!
Blue thinks if I sit down quietly , no one would think that all the action that happens on the blog comes from me – “air headed blonde” look- image I portray to people makes them think it is easy to come F… me around, flip over & continue! WTF! You see, my policy is keep quiet till someone steps on me or I need to make a statement.. that doesn’t apply all the time because of course, I have this anger management issue I have to deal with & I think I know why I get these attacks – I bottle things up when they need to be out – like in certain situations, I am speechless! That shocked Blue, who though I am a tough cookie that spares no word to show you how pissed off she is, bas I keep quiet sometimes…
What you read up doesn’t mean am vulgar & if you wanna think so, up to you! Go to hell as well! Am mean today ain’t I ! I love it! *goes to kick the cat in the butt*
Khaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakh!
This whooooooooooooooole post (don’t no one dare complain of its length!) is all about the following:
Since most of you don’t know me in person (oh you lucky bastards who do, will be envied), I want you to state one character, or a personal quality that I reflect from my daily rambling on this blog- what do you think of when you hear, read or see Chikapappi!
Why am I asking this question, well: I was thinking of death; If I die tomorrow, how will you people know & pray for me while I toss n’ turn in grave! You continue blogging & I bite the dust! (Jealousy post). I always try to think of leaving a good trail behind me for people to talk about so I need to know what you think of me. Also, be well informed all that I wear matching things i.e. underwear & undergarments have to match clothes, my theory is if I get into some sorta accidents & I encounter hot paramedics who need to cut = rip my clothes, I’d look fancy! Doesn’t hurt does it :) (KoKooo!)
DESCRIBE ME to be brief – Purg, if you say am odd, I swear to God, I will hunt you down like a ba66a – duck & shoot you between the eyes! Ya’hear me !!!!!!
Finally, this is my will:
- I want my clothes burned & the ashes thrown bel ba7ar
- No one takes my watches – these go down with me – I’d rather share with my sisters from “the down under”
- Blue, you & my sisters can distribute my handbags & accessories among you equally – mom if she wants too
- Blue, pass my makeup to FAT CHICK in our company! She needs it more than me!
- Mom, make sure Tareq, my brother doesn’t abuse the laptop I bought for KD 600 o he took over, I will haunt his dreams
- My money in the bank – I want that to go to charity
- Mom, Blue – pls inform them to burry me with a good stock of chocolate bars – preferably dark chocolate, I know I will get hungry..
- My Ipods (Black Beauty didn’t arrive yet), both my sisters have them…
So anyone wants anything from there people! I take requests & dedications free now! Oh how appropriate! I am posting this while Mohammed Al Awadhi is talking about Death on TV!
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cheekyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
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you’re crazy
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and layyyyyyymeeeeeeeee
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KHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKH
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A little A.D.D.?
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khaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakh bacha
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- Intlxpatr… not a little… :D
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just te3awethay min eblees and take a chill pill baby
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gcafe 2da?
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I know just how you feel, sometimes you just need to vent and rant! You go girl!!!
You sound like quite a good laugh!!!
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LOL! Very very interesting i didnt know all that abbout you (DID)
Esmillaaah 3alich!
But hey thanks a get a share
from your will ! ;p
KEEP IT UP WOMAN! ;p
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shaklich ebser3a et2athrien bel tv :P o la etfaawlien 3la 3omrich mo zien.. :|
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1980? all that time i thought u were 20 =~]
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Don’t you read my posts! NO AM NOT! Am a fully grown woman – you will know that it’s the best age to be – after all the experiences you go through & how those sculpt your personality…
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After reading your will, i can say ina you are a bit odd , oh and very loud! No offence
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“1980? all that time i thought u were 20″
I thought that too … 1980 what a bummer! I take my last comment back !
Chill out girl :) life isn’t worth it after all
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weeeeee3! you people disgust me! What does age have to do with anything! YUKH! you make me feel old – they say OLD IS GOLD! I see you when you are about my age, you would be boring & so, soo… BORING! yukh!
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One word, ok, odd-ish ;p
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So so far, am:
1. Odd
2. Odd ish
3. Loud
4. Weird
5. Crazy
6. ADD!
7. OLLLLLLLDD!!
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you asked “What does age has to do with anything!”
Oh ! Chika That’s a good question. I’ve asked that question over and over, and the answer was
“Your age has everything to do with everything. In our society the difference between being “Marriageable”Young Women or being a “3anes” is AGE.”
but believe me when I say I still don’t get it. I keep saying to people “WE DON’T HAVE EXPIRATION DATE YOU IDIOTS”
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I would say! “Amazing”
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Ok, the second comment was like “patch work” for the age thing – Thanks for the compliment but you still get some of my anger:
What age o what society!! What times are you living in! WHo said women of my age now are not marriage material or spensters!! OMG – so outdated! Every woman is marraige material & this is all in the hands of GOD & na9eeb- if it comes fine, if it doesn’t to hell with the man & the whole concept of marriage then! If people do not apperciate a female’s personality & look at her for her age = how long she has to have kids like some sorta freggin hatching chicken, then she is better off alone – where at least she won’t get this crap from this effen society!
WTH! Young marriagable women! women in their 60s get married now! If you think my previous posts were about landing a husband, it was a joke.. if i want one, i won’t catch one from blogs!! O I don’t need to search.. believe me!
P.S: I hate to burst your bubble bas one day you’ll be 27, you will look back on this post & think…
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I believe you sis, calm down a bit.
on second thought I would add “irritato” to the list.
Peace
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Sorry I meant “Arrabbiato” I’m taking Italian this term. I wanted to sound fancy. Damn Italian made look stupid :)
ciao
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Hmm… Arrabiato is in “Typical Arab” or Arrabiata! There’s a difference; Tell me to answer back
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I see you as full of life.
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you’re young, cute, amazing, hyper, but not 1980 lol =p
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I think of you as being funny and happy, right nor not?
oohhhh cooolllll, great idea for my next post “how do you envision me”?
uhoh, I’m going to regret that soon cause you’ll beat me up if I don’t stick to my word about that (just kidding loooooooooooooool)
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I enjoy reading your rants… it makes your blog livable and one of it’s kind.. it’s like reding a diary whitout feeling you are intruding/invading someone’s privacy.
What do I think about you?
1- Firey Girl… Loves life and enjoys it
2- Have a sense of humor
3- Animal Lover or lets’s.. Cat’s Abuser ^_^
4- Not ready to settle yet… You have so many things to accomplish before marriage
5- A person that I would love to meet one day
…
Don’t think of death … Tawech 6e5era… Allah ye5alech to your family.. Although I think of death sometimes, I haven’t wrote my will yet ^_^
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eccentric
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Hmm…
In a word? Demanding.
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Isn’t it great to let things out like that?
Fun!
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oi Chikka calm down, I really like you yaaar (dear in Hindi lol). I don’t think you are weird at all. I think you are just who you are, not afraid to show it, an honest person, what’s in your heart is what you are saying.
Man I HATE the word 3anes, really it’s ANNOYING! Ok I got married at 17 but I don’t believe everyone should get married at young age. I do believe naseeb comes when it comes.. It just comes at the right time. EVERYWOMAN can get married anytime. I don’t know why people have this expiry date on!! Blah! Our sociuety SUCKS big time!
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- Enigma, I did girl :)
- Pinky, it feels GREAT! According to certain bloggers I AM LAME but hey, I don’t give a rat’s @$$!
- Balloooue! :P pick your bag from now!
- Dalooom, la2 not TV, 9odafa bas enshallah mara7 afawel dude :)
- Hasan, la non taken – well yeah, am odd!
- Purg! Purg Purg! RIP soon!
- Not the One: cool! That’s a good feature in me; teaches people not mess around with me :P
- Jax: I love you :*
- Outkasteya: khefty huh :P thanks hun – did I win the quiz ! :P still 1980! WOMAN! Those were the best times!
- Asoom, sarcastic & cynic more like it :) – am waiting for it girl!
- Chroma: I love you girl, you manage to make me feel good every time, allah yekhalleki to your family too & I would love to meet you in person, so next time we girls do something I’ll send you an email :) bas do you think I abuse my cats! Wait for the next post LOL!
- TAT, wow! In one word.. hope it’s the good sense of eccentric :)
- 3baid, why demanding! Elaborate
- Amethyst, Feels pretty good actually ! Especially the cursing bit! :)
- Shayouma, am ok now sweetie yaaar :P I know, talk about it 17 is too young now it’s different. Girls marry older… allah kareem :)
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Here in the U.S, It’s Iftar time now. we all know how this time is blessed and it’s one of the best times to make “do3a”
“I pray to Allah so you could find the person that would make you happy, to the extent were you will stop blogging no more. :)
God bless you all
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Hyper & sweet
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Thanks Sushi… :)
Ok, Not the one! First of all, taqabbal allah o ef6aran shaheyyan enshalla! Same here, enshalla I will pray in a while so I will do the same for you – what, I still don’t know bas you are MEAN! BIJ!
Why do you want me to stop blogging! :) don’t I entertain you!
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Don’t give your money to charity! Charity begins at home, remember?! Well, if you insist on giving all the money to charity just transfer the money to my bank account and I’ll make sure it’ll be done. *thinking of to spend the money*
hehe .. easy easy now… :P
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I think it’s amazing that you were born in 1980 and so loud (in a good way) and energetic! Allah ekhaleelech hal roo7 el 7ilwa ;D
P.S. I also think you’re very creative, that “Khaaaaakh” thing is cute :p
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- Mac. LOL! I know what car you wanna buy :P
- Swair, thanks babe… I LOVE YOU! :) you have the “grrrrr” I have the “khaaaakh: ;)
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olla ollaaaaaaaaaaaaa LOL!!!
ur full of anger 3ayal mo full of life =/
ya jameela :P when i didnt believe my eyes that you were born bil 1980 ya3ni THAT WAS A COMPLEMENT =/ u sound like 19 .. 20 MAX .. i know age doesnt make any diff, but for girls it does sometimes, ur FUN thats why i said so YA NIJRIYYA !!! :P
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sidamteeni feech shda3wa hal 3asabiya =/
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:) leish leish! Mo I said men el awwal o always tell people, even if you read my posts you will see that I mention when I get angry, I see RED bas – till it goes away ba3dein am ok…
I only got upset because I didn’t expect this reaction from people regarding my age, ma3a enny fee post ana 7a66a fee 3omry! It’s nothing that am ashamed of bas this guy said “3anes”! Leish! mayta 3al zawaj walla missing an arm or a leg, waiting for someone to pick me up! WTH! you understand y I was kinda irritated… not at you girl :)
Am ok now :) from now on, I call myself Old Chikapappi :P
Ba3dein kel ensan feena has different sides to his – her pesonality, I don’t joke all the time or happy most of the time, who knows what each of us go through everyday, bas we come here (blog) to vent things out – not to be judged you know… you understand my point! Ana 9alleit o khazeit elshai6an :)
I love all you girls alot – like my sisters …
October 2nd, 2007 at
zain ashwa 3abali 3alay lol :P
i love you too :P
VIVA 1980 LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
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7awalteeeny! :$ Who’s your “mommy” ! :P say Chika! :) 80′s ROCK!
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i didn’t read many of ur posts.. so i will talk about ur name “chikapapi” and few last ones, and of course the first part of this post..
u have ur way.. and u know where it is .. no maps no navigation gadgets! i duuno how would u react to to others who TRY to lead u..i feel independence and most importantly positive stubornes ;) i meant opinionated :)
there is something in ur blog design theme that spiled out the softness that might come out from u :)
where this softness increase, it will affect ur OPINIONS to the point that u might lose direction for litle bit.. and this is why ur asking for directions here from the comments :)
i am writing my comment while watching monday night game :D between plays ;)
ciaos
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Chika rox :P
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Well, welcome here I guess :) I dunno if you’re a first timer bas you mentioned my nickname, well – it’s Chikapappi! Has no specific meaning bas a friend used to call me that so it stuck to me- makes me unique…
Well, yeah you are right, I try to keep it simple & YES very very stubborn & no one can shut me up when I need to say something; that very much sums what you said – hopefully! LOL for the softness part; I just like the color Pink bas I am “soft” as a female of course bas that doesn’t mean that I can’t voice my thoughts in a certain manner especially on the blog since to many – all I am anonymous…
If you mean by softness weakness, then don’t worry it won’t – I am not asking for directions because I know who I am & enshallah will know where a headed, it’s not the guidance issue it’s just that I wanted to know what people think – which doesn’t mean I will change or it will effect me that much bas yes I did get effected because am human after all- some things just poke you in the eye you know!
Enjoy the games :)
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Some examples:
“JUDGE ME!”
“BITE ME”
“Go to hell”
“DESCRIBE ME”
October 2nd, 2007 at
Mashallah 1980! el 3omer kella, yep you ARE young.. seriously! I was scrolling through the comments to find the word that first popped into my mind, it seems that Swair beat me to it! Yes, I think you’re energetic o Allah ya36ech el 9e7a wel3afiya! ^_^
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hmmm i think ur frank, very in ur face this is wat i think woman
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id say fun and opinionated!
oo judging from this post extremly angry too!
yeeh!
October 2nd, 2007 at
This age this sucks, when you teenagers grow, you will realize how sakheefeeeen you were :),
As far as Chikapappi, I invision you as an energetic , fun to hang around with , and ba66a.