Two sides to a coin…
This is dedicated to [ Outkasteya ]
Ok, It’s not hard to pinpoint the abnormalities or should I say dysfunctions in my personality or my life but here goes nothing again, HONESTY & CREDIBILITY as Qwaider said:
1. I may sound “alive” & upbeat bas in real life, I think am a very boring dull person
2. I complain a lot about my weight YET, am not over weight , kinda chubby – the good curvy chubby
3. I get bored of myself a lot, so I color my hair every coupla months
4. I tend to be possessive & bossy sometimes – very opinionated although I listen to people & take criticism
5. I tend to be an OCD a bit ! nothing moves from its place or has a smudge & I walk wiping surfaces behind my family also with my habit of matching things..
6. I do the exact same thing everyday, noon & night routine kills me bas I choose to stick to it
7. I complain about lots of things bas don’t move a finger or do something to change it i.e my job
8. I attract & get attracted to weird people
9. I am a shopaholic ! I seriously cannot resist it people!
10. I spend A LOT of money without saving some
11. I may look like am quiet, kinda dimwity or extra sweet bas when am angry, hell breaks loose!
12. I sometimes curse a lot
13. I trust people quickly then get hurt – it’s my fault I know
14. I always tell people am not an angel, I had my share of shit in this life & am trying to work things out for the better
15. I am met7ajba & I do diss those weird looking “creatures” out there bas I sometimes wanna copy what I see
16. I break stuff when am angry, reallllllllllllly angry; anything from mobile to glasses or even remote controls- anything I lay hands on when am “OFF”
17. I am very sensitive to the extent it kills me inside, I take everything so seriously
18. I lack self confidence although 7amdellah, I have things that many out there don’t
19. I sometimes think I should move & live on my own & be more independent
20. I have contemplated suicide a coupla times
21. Although you read about my “adventures” around Kuwait bas believe it or not, I do stay home a lot & even if I do, it’s to limited places & with certain people
22. I obsess about having a baby girl before I die
23. I drink more than 7 diet coke bottles – cans a day
24. My addiction to blogs is weird
25. I have attachment issues
26. My tantrums are weird, I cool down after I spill everything out
27. I HATE some people.. hate hate, not just any hate!
28. I sometimes doubt the reason of me being here on Earth I mean
29. Am a Black OR White person, no middle Grey area
30. Although I may look or sound like am tough, bas it’s easy to make me cry & piss me off & easily irritated
31. I am a pessimist
32. I was an insomniac bas now I sleep through the whole day
33. I think cats are humans & treat them like ones
34. I have doubts about some things now & don’t wanna go into details so I don’t get crap
35. I obsess about age
36. I HATE reading books in particular
37. It’s sometimes hard for me to forgive or forget bas I tolerate a lot to the point that I explode & I warn people in advance :)
38. Although I sound loud & can take my rights from basically anyone, I chicken up to those who am supposed to stand up front
39. I am psychologically pregnant; I walk around hand on back like a pregnant woman with all the attitude, people buy it ;)
40. I hate the way I look & I think I look “fudge” ugly!
41. I get into this depression for a while!
42. I cannot stand eggplant
43. I play around with cushions – objects when am either uncomfortable or just plain shy..
44. Tobacco is the best solution to tantrums!
Did I miss out anything!
October 6th, 2007 at
WOW! I can’t believe I read through that whole list! Seriously!
I found things that apply to me .. and others that are pure nuts .. and few that are just WIERD!
You have issues, but they’re not that serious! curable … :)
Stay away from tobacco … I did .. and I can’t feel any better
October 6th, 2007 at
I can relate to many of the point mentioned above
October 6th, 2007 at
weird indeed.
October 6th, 2007 at
thanx for the info chika…i need to do spikeys list one day….hmmm…what shouldi start with…
October 6th, 2007 at
- Qwaider LOL! “Curable” – I guess no one can cure or fix what time damaged.. they say that don’t they :) – Enshallah, will TRY.
- Deemco, this proves am not the only nutcase out there! :P
- Blue, I deal with u after fo6or today! I show you stars bel noon!
- Spikey: Start with the Spikes :P
October 6th, 2007 at
You a Gemini, by any chance? ;)
Well, I can relate to some of the points listed. Yet, everyone has secrets hidden in their closets..Your neither the first, nor the last, nor the only one who has issues…Nobody is perfect :)
However, it was daring of you to reveal all of your hidden issues :)
October 6th, 2007 at
Am a Capricorn – crazy one I may add… not daring; It’s me :)
October 6th, 2007 at
almost 30 things are common! wooooooooow!
“I hate the way I look – I think I look “fudge” ugly!” – Yes Yes Yes
ammmm to sensitive….no savings….8,9,10,11,12,13 = ME ME ME
October 6th, 2007 at
You missed some thing…You are a really sweet person with the kindest heart….So everything else you said gets ignored!
October 6th, 2007 at
LOOOOOOOOOL THANKS for not using the word “TAGGED”!! :P
October 6th, 2007 at
#22 Inshallah … ooo ba3ad 3ommor 6uweel :**
October 7th, 2007 at
Girl, your like every other girl
we all got issues :)
October 7th, 2007 at
Ok!… if we are talking honestly here! I wanna be honest.
I just want to say … the first thing came to my mind when I read #2 is this stupid song ….. My hump, my hump, my lovely little lumps (Check it out). Alright … call my a creep I don’t care … I’ve just got to get it off my chest, Damn I feel much better now.
I should change my name to TheCreepONE. don’t you think Chika?
October 7th, 2007 at
Oh ! still alive! da3wety didn’t work! :P – yeah suits you well dimwit! khaakh
October 7th, 2007 at
“da3wety” woooooooow …… come on girl you don’t meant it? do you. Da3awah is a big deal girl, and we are in Ramadan. so please you might want to reconsider your da3wah. I didn’t mean to upset you with my comments, Anyway I’m Sorry if I said anything that made you upset.
:)
October 7th, 2007 at
FYI, am old yes bas not that mean :) – la2 mada3eit & in case my da3awts work, I would’ve met THE ONE by now, dontcha think :)
October 7th, 2007 at
You will find HIM Insha’allah, and NO your not old … you are a mature young woman who has a wonderful character and an extraordinary personality. “so be proud and say loud !”
:)
October 7th, 2007 at
You got issue’s girl ! you need to consult Dr Grey immidietley …muhahaha ! Most of your qualities match mine , its like we are twins ..exept 20 .
Did you missed to add 45 . I never give up … ?
October 7th, 2007 at
One day #20 will happen to you ! :P Naaaaaaaaaah I do not wish that, I was crazy at that time bas yalla, where do we meet for the consultation! How much !
October 7th, 2007 at
I saw my father try it with a rope , lol ! , i made a oath to myself that i will never do it ,no matter how difficult it will get in life .. i mean it takes hell of courage just try it … why not use that courage to set things right and live ?
So you might see me begging on the street but not hanging ! :P
October 7th, 2007 at
“I drink more than 7 diet coke bottles – cans a day”
Wow @_@
My advice? Try not to be too self-conscious :P
October 7th, 2007 at
i really admire 9ara7tich about #20. it takes a lot of guts to admit such thing. i think people who attempt and commit it are very courageous. ofcourse they shouldn’t have gotten courageous in doing such awful thing, but still you get my point.. i happen to be obsessed with suicide and i read a lot about it. not because i wanted to take my own life. it’s because i lost someone dear because of suicide….
October 7th, 2007 at
“I was crazy at that time bas yalla”
Chika, I’m curious to find out what happened ? I mean what kind of situation would make somebody like you think of that ?
October 7th, 2007 at
Which point was that! In general, I know that things & decisions I’ve made in the past were wrong & I was a wild kid back then… I look back & wonder what the hell did I do & why did I do it so, a mature person learns from their mistake & controls him – her self..
October 7th, 2007 at
&*#$!!! This song is driving me crazy, well I’m off for now.
October 8th, 2007 at
very interesting sweetie….thumbs up!!
October 8th, 2007 at
*thumbs up*!
October 9th, 2007 at
AMU: thanks for the nice words ;)
October 15th, 2007 at
thanks for your honesty! by reading all of that, i can tell you straight that you’re normal… and that most of those characteristics are good, which means you’re a good person!