Since when…
Oh am angry am actually BEYOND regular angry! I feel like smashing the laptop! I feel like going through my room like a tornado! I feel like I wannaaaaaaaaaa slaughter someone! I feel ANGRY la la laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Holly shit! OH YEAH, LOTS OF CUSSING! EMBRACE IT PEOPLE OR GO DIEEEEEEE!
I skipped work, fucking no big deal aiight!? Good for me! GOOD! Ahaaa good indeed!
*huff & puff* !!!!!!!!!
I still don’t know what to do! I am sitting here like some jerk getting all negative about something & people that are SHIT! Not worth it kinda SHIT! People who are better off dead! walla!
Some concerned people at work – those who truly love me, got involved to help me with this issue.. so what do you think the answer was?!!?!?!?
- SHE IS TOO SENSITIVE
- SHE TAKES THINGS PERSONALLY
- SHE HAS NO GREY – it’s always Black or White for her
That’s it! This is my mistake in this life! This is my god damn curse!!!!!!!!! FUCKING SHIT! I thought I sucked at work, I don’t do my job well! I am not social! Well, I ain’t at work! THEY DON’T DESERVE MY COMPANY! WALLA!!
SO WHAT IF:
1. Am passionate about my job & try to do my best
2. If I wanna see the company be better & develop it
3. If I try to help people by giving advice
4. If I cry a bit when something wrong happens
5. If I think my position & job is MINE – well, I built it god damnit!!!!!!!!!!!!
6. If I tell you the truth in your face!
7. If I point your mistakes
8. IF AM SEEDA after all the shit that I did in my life! 7araaaaaaaaaaaaaaam ya3ny!!?!?! Ya lahwy!
Am considered crazy or bad ass or not fit for something!!!!!!!!!!! I thought people who care are the best people! La2, maybeeeee MAYBE, I should sit down on my table pretending to do my work while in fact AM DOING MY OWN PRIVTE BUSINESS!!!
Or pretend to be “nice” & sweet while inside, this person knows he – she are SNAKES!!
This life is soooo pathetic! Only the bad succeeds, when you are a snake – a double faced asshole you are treated well bas say the truth & people fuck you! WTFFFF!
La la laaaaalaaalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I DON’T CARE! Am telling ALL tomorrow at work! ALL, you hear my MFs!
October 21st, 2007 at
sweety i thought u quit
October 21st, 2007 at
Dance it off. Next, eat a big bowl of ice cream (or whipped cream with chocolate sauce). Then think it over. You’ll be calm by then. Breathe. *big hug*
You know who you are. This shouldn’t be an issue. Be cool, calm, and collected. Then, tell ALL tomorrow.
October 21st, 2007 at
I DID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I still have to go get my stuff & make it official bas people think am weak if I do that & that am sinply walking away from what I built! Still empty promises…. am going crazyyyyyyyyyyy!
October 21st, 2007 at
again again again chikaaa angry.. ;\ wayid et3a9bein allah y3ein zojech 3leeech ;P as advice “dont take a judgment when ur angry.. “
October 21st, 2007 at
cheer up sweetie, take it easy on yourself. If you’re going leave then leave with your pride and confidence. You don’t need to show anyone how you feel.
October 21st, 2007 at
Shway shway 3la roo7ech chika !! u went through alot the past few days ! don’t give a shit to wat other people say .. act the way u like, and do the things u r comfortable with .. say it in their faces .. cuz ppl like those .. ma ye7esooon
October 21st, 2007 at
ta3awithay mn iblees, yiswa ta7regen a3sabich 3ashan dawam wila 3ashan nas itnafiq?
3ala golat our driver : Kaliiiiiiiii Waliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :P
October 21st, 2007 at
I have nothing further to say. i hope you make the right decision.
whatever makes you happy then. right? Good luck B…
October 21st, 2007 at
Wow.. I thought I wrote this article and I am re-reading my own words.
anyways.. you got lots of built up anger.. brake some stuff around you.. it helps.
October 21st, 2007 at
Honey, chicka.. It doesn’t matter what people say or do.. Don’t burn yourself, it’s not worth it, let them say what they want to say, It doesn’t matter, they can’t reach you… You are stronger than them and thats why, your plan is to ignore them.
October 21st, 2007 at
7beebti la it3a9been 3la nas mo kafo. 7adah they don’t deserve you. *hugs*
October 21st, 2007 at
In the words of Pac “the good die young” sure being the good one wont always work out in this world however if you don’t stick to your own beliefs and ideals your nothing but still think hard about your decisions don’t be hasty don’t let them get to you and give them the satisfaction.
You should be thinking “they want me to be the victim, I aint gonna be no god dam victim, Ima get them before they get me”
October 21st, 2007 at
pretty intense!
bs ewaloon!
October 21st, 2007 at
Grass is always greener on the other side , every job has its tensions , Even i have .. … then one day i sat down and opened my Damn eyes … i don’t have to be a ‘shaheed’ for my company … the company will still be running if i quit .. there will be someone filling my space even before i packed .. the day i realised that …. i’m not taking any tensions …. but i am giving tensions ..
But one thing i am careful ! “I never give a chance to anyone point finger at me ” ….
Who said you don’t have ‘GreY’ … im here for you sister ! Always !
October 22nd, 2007 at
I know how you feel….and as i just told you im on your side 100% you deserve a lot more than what those dipshits give you..show them you are better off without them.. if you are 100% sure you wanna leave then just be like , sorry sadiq i cant stay long i have a job interview :) take it easy eat chocolate scream do whatever u want get it all out. you will do great wherever u go! and you will go places.
October 22nd, 2007 at
Take it easy Chikapappi! Nothing is worth your anger! You shouldn’t allow anyone to get on your nerves! they’re not worth it!
October 22nd, 2007 at
I feel like the gun should be pointing the other side
October 22nd, 2007 at
It certainly doesn’t look like you’re happy where you’re working. I’m glad you quit already, though.
I do hope your upcoming colleagues are worthy of your presence! If not… uh .. more ice cream?