Thank you!
Had a rough day this morning & I was actually fishing for excuses to start a fight & let this anger out…
I hate being so emotional but this is how God created me, although I should be in control of the “ugly side” of me…
I didn’t know what to do?! Cry, laugh like a hyena, break something and get it over with or simply eat this bad feeling away!! the most disgusting feeling in the world to me is when I feel helpless.. I am so glad to be on my sofa now!! *sigh*
I took a couple of moments to meditate & think of what happened today at work, I got into a feisty argument with a colleague at work and the whole place went on fire! “cheeky” was burning Red! Gosh, remind me again of how I hate narrow minded people eh!
I came up with only one conclusion:If I was not surrounded by good decent people who care, I would have defiantly killed someone today.. seriously! I felt so guilty afterwards and I had this overwhelming feeling of gratitude and I just wanted to say THANK YOU!
Randy, Blue bought this for me along with the mocha
Thank you Blue for the animal mocha (can’t remember the name) that you got me this morning & the energy drink later on - that was mistake dontcha think!?…. Thank you Anil for trying to piss me off into laughter… thanks to good work mates who try to advise..
Thanks for the people who send me messages and emails asking about me… thanks for those of you who poke me on FaceBook! (I will win ok!)
Thanks to those of you who make me laugh… thanks for those for lend their ears for my crap….
Thanks for you people dropping by here and leaving comments (and you silent ones too :) ) …
Thanks for those of you who send me MSN messages although I don’t always reply back…
Thanks for you reading this post right now!
I am so glad that I have you as friends…..
May you never encounter my ugly side… BLUE!! I love you!!
December 26th, 2007 at
Weall have our ugly sides, don’t worry so much.
Just start enjoying being yourself ;)
(Well, maybe without killing someone, it’s hard, I know ;) )
December 26th, 2007 at
hehe u r emotional… from going crazy.. to regret.. to appreciating everyone… to loving blue :P
Anyway, ur welcome :) (a silent one)
December 26th, 2007 at
heeeey! Isn’t she worth loving ;) ! O yeah I am the worst when it comes to “koko” town! *bows for the silent reader* :p
December 26th, 2007 at
Thank U for this entertaining blog ;** ( this silent reader is breaking her silence in order to make u feel better ;$ i hope this does ;* )
December 26th, 2007 at
awwww! :* Of course this makes me feel good :* *bows again*
December 26th, 2007 at
you’re welcome :D
December 26th, 2007 at
MIAOW! why was it a mistake ?! because of the excess energy(-) outburst that happened afterwords? i actually loved the juice ;D
Hey i called my caribou doll (MOCHA)HAHA… before i read this 6aba3an so “COPY RIGHTS”!
love you too!!! Kookoo!
December 26th, 2007 at
Kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakh!! She no goody!
December 26th, 2007 at
Everybody has an ugly side but it’s ok.. besides, what you said is not really an ugly side, it’s justg you being you.. Hope you feel better soon..
December 26th, 2007 at
You see , you have to be totally what-do-you-call it ALOOF and keep them really at arms length these coworkers.
Cheer up , you want me to go and beat her up for you ?
December 26th, 2007 at
*big hug* UMMMMWA;**
December 26th, 2007 at
No! Not meditation!
Go on the rampage, break a few windows, shatter a few windscreens, burn a few buildings down. Thats the right way to let off a bit of steam.
:D
December 26th, 2007 at
Hope you feel better soon….time will pass when you wake up in the morning hopefully you will be all chilled and fresh…
December 26th, 2007 at
Sorry i am not around the blogsphere much these days ! But hey Me and Drooley always there for you ! Take care and Take it easy ! Shit happens at work ! What i can say about it ! Just learn to make the best out of the worst ! Some people are just dirtbags ! But look at the bright side you have great Coleauges in Bulu and Anil !
December 26th, 2007 at
you never do things nice and easy, you always do it nice and rough! ;)
December 26th, 2007 at
Should I leave a comment on this post or you know what I will say?
December 26th, 2007 at
*going through her mind of the PURG’S list* la laaaaa I know :p
December 26th, 2007 at
Thank you for being such a wonderful person and for being so decent..
Its us who should thank you for having this amazing blog .. that relates minds and thoughts and for of the wonderful posts that should never stop ..
December 26th, 2007 at
:$ thank you
December 26th, 2007 at
Heeyy ur not emotional/ugly side ect ect… this is ur blog and it makes u feel better if u let everything out here.. a9lan reading all ur posts u r perfectly normal.. la emotional wala shay.. u see urself as emotional o kel hal ashyaa maybe coz the blogs u read “let it out” differently and not in their blogs? so u think they are not like u… bas we all are that way.. we all have these “ugly” sides
Bel3aks a9lan this makes us love u even more.. coz chika lets it out all here.. this is chika with the good and the “bad” (as she calls it) and ur “bad” is not bad at all! 3afaweya and nothing to hide :* hope i make sense
December 26th, 2007 at
Thank your parents for bringing such a wonderful person to this world. :)
Keep it up Chika! We believe in you :)
December 26th, 2007 at
Glad your surrounded by nice people(don’t forget me too!) lol :)
December 26th, 2007 at
you guuuuuuuys :$ that’s so sweet! I seriously don’t know what to say except thank you and no Joel, I don’t forget anyone :)
December 27th, 2007 at
ammm…in case you haven’t noticed..there’s a monkey humping your hand brake.
December 27th, 2007 at
7ayyach allah kelyoom ta3alay :P
December 27th, 2007 at
thank u..for entertaining us reading ur colourful posts everyday ;)
December 27th, 2007 at
Cute!!!!!!!!!!! =)
Happy hols~
December 27th, 2007 at
*hugs Chika tightly*
December 27th, 2007 at
chika, where can we nominate you for best kuwaiti-blogger of 2007? you realy are the most consistant and interesting blogger, without having to tell us you’re going to the loo, or buying a shawerma, or posting a million pics of your motorbike, and never fail to comment on a post. thank you!
December 27th, 2007 at
Right back at you women!
Thanks for the support :)
and feel better!
December 27th, 2007 at
Unleash all your anger towards me I can handle it and it will make you feel better afterwards that is assuming you dont go into another tantrum and start stalking me trying to kill me ya heard you either ride or die!
December 27th, 2007 at
My day was rougher and painful. I’ll tell you about it later. Actually I’m just too tired right now I need a weekend to unwind, I have a massage appointment set up for tomorrow though.