She said He said�
Oh do not dare fuck around with me!! Do not dare to step on me or I will burn you up alive! Yes I am an evil person when it�s necessary for me to fight for my rights and in defense of my presence in this shitty world..
2008! FUCK YOU, less than 24 hours and I start getting shit! Can I understand something! Why can�t people let things go!!!
There is nothing more I hate in life more than people saying shit!! I hate it because I went through it and it literally kills a person. Why can�t people have the decency to go through things and JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!!
You see, it doesn�t matter who does what, what matters to me at least who keeps things away, unnecessary things especially.
I have witnessed a lot of online fights and I never intended nor wanted to be a part of that shit because taking sides with people that you really don�t know in person ain�t smart and I want to be fair with my judgments.. so shoving me in that means that you are playing me dumb! And I ain�t dumb! Get me!!
Now, letting this out of me makes me want to say / declare the following:
1. It makes me respect you less
2. It makes me feel sick
3. It makes me so angry
4. It makes me want to blow your ass off the face of Earth
5. It makes me want to quit blogging or any sort of online activities
6. It makes me want to cocoon in my shell again.. the one that I was in before blogging
7. It makes me doubt intentions
8. It makes me hate people
9. It depresses me to the extent of breaking stuff
10. It makes me smoke!! As in pick up a fag and puff anger away
The list can go on and on and on and on but I don�t feel like thinking of this because it fumes me more!
I do not want people telling me what to do!
I do not want people accusing each other!
I do not want people trying to make things better!
I do not want to discuss things
I am not willing to compromise my sanity over shitty things, that is the tiny bit of sanity left in me�
Here you go people!!! This is the start of the new year! hooorrrrraaaaay!!
This was supposed to be in yesterday’s post :/
January 1st, 2008 at
no stop stop…..2008 is going to be an awesome year I just know it!!!!!!!!!! Don’t dis 2008 so soon!
January 1st, 2008 at
Let it out let it out!
I dont know why people assume that years will be better…
everything will always be the same… shit will always come your way, they way you deal with it , differes.
January 1st, 2008 at
Its not worth it chika la et7eren nafsich 3ala shay ma yeswa… 2008 is gonna be great i can feel it… you got 3 proposals last night girl ! Isnt that ur resolution?? One of them is too good that i cant say who online !! :) u were great everybody loved u everyone was asking who u were :)
January 1st, 2008 at
Chill pill? *HUG*
January 1st, 2008 at
Why are you so angry? Let them talk, who gives a damn. Distance yourself away from these people, and let anything u hear get out of the other ear. 3baly 3indich salfa
January 1st, 2008 at
dont be angry chika .. let them go 2 hell :*
January 2nd, 2008 at
fuck what everyone says two step your troubles away and enjoy your life
January 2nd, 2008 at
awwww dear :** don’t let them get to you! rise above it you’re way too nice to be tormented like that *hug*
January 2nd, 2008 at
wow.. was this cause of me.. :S
get a grip.. u need to calm down and realize that ppl online are just hiding behind a screen name..
jeez.. not a good way to start the year.. you need to seriously chill and keep your eyes open.. ok.. :S
sorry.. :S
January 2nd, 2008 at
You know what! Yes people do hide behind fucking nicknames and pretend to be nice and all, I don’t care about that at all! I know how to assess people and discard assholes (pls excuse my “French” at the time being) but also, I do not want to generalize and say that people from a certain country are totally bad and start dissing them away. I have said it many times, people will interact with you based on YOUR personality. I have had my shit load of shit (wow two shits in the same phrase!) but I certainly know how to keep them nasty people away and I say to people, if you don’t like me FINE- it’s not like you are doing me any good nor are you adding value to my life. so yup, that’s basically what I wanted to say and saying it here chilled me enough (.)
January 2nd, 2008 at
Dudette!! you will know why I am not and I don’t play dirty like others… I say it straight and clear…
January 2nd, 2008 at
Finally, someone more emotional than myself :-)
And they say i’m THE drama queen!!
happy new year, your majesty***
January 2nd, 2008 at
Ooooooohhhhh I LOVE Buble.
And for annoying people , tanshi (ignore)
January 2nd, 2008 at
tell me bout it!
well, don’t blame 08.. hathi ba8aya 07 ;\
January 2nd, 2008 at
Lala, welcome to ma club! I already gave you the first “how to let anger go tip” on your blog..
January 2nd, 2008 at
Calm down.. It’ll be alright.. Who was it that pissed u off? Lemme kick his/her ass!
January 2nd, 2008 at
Chika, the worst thing you can do is to let people know that they upset you, by doing that, they enjoy it even more! Best thing to do is to pretend that they, their comments, or words mean nothing to you and had no influence in your life… Just brush them off like dust on your shoes…
January 2nd, 2008 at
lol…excuse ur french…3anjad innek za3ra
now listen up…take a deep breath…pause…and…let gooo…see good as new!
January 2nd, 2008 at
awwwwwwwww shino hatha! mafahamt wala shay but honey malat 3ala ili za3ilich and NO DO NOT GO INTO UR SHELL! capricorns and their shells!! if u go i go ,, oo ana noo3i achalib, ya3ni if i go i aint coming back
:*
January 2nd, 2008 at
Don’t smoke! Bas 6al3ay 7aritich … Ma7ad yestahil or yeswa it3awreeen galbich babe :*
Habby New YeaR!
January 2nd, 2008 at
chicki - any time you go public you risk people saying things. If you acknowledge it, you give it force. Most of it is just crud. Let it go, don’t give it any power over you.
You have some power, here. You have the power to moderate what people say on your blog. You have power over what YOU say on your blog.
I have the feeling this is going to be a very very good year for you . . . if YOU will allow it to be. :-)
January 2nd, 2008 at
Chika,
Sometimes I think it’s a blessing that I can switch off my hearing aids anytime I want to…and not hear the shit people spout. Yet it gets to me anyway.
I agree with xpatr, it’s all C-R-U-D. Don’t let them get under your skin or they will have the satisfaction of having DONE something to you.
eli emza3lech..yakel teben oo yero7 e6eg rasa eb-agrab 6ofah. You are tough & i know it girl :)
January 2nd, 2008 at
hehe and i thought my first 2008 was cynical ;)
January 2nd, 2008 at
break something. And online is just smoke, so why get bothered over just smoke? Let it out then forget it.
January 2nd, 2008 at
woo girl you sounds extremely mad…! but im curious to know about the shitty things. if you feel free to share..
January 2nd, 2008 at
i have a motto that i have always lived by and saved me a lot of headaches: “iza za3ajak sheeeeeelo”… i suggest u do the same;)
January 2nd, 2008 at
I’m still taking a lot of shit from people around me. It isn’t easy but hope it settles down!
sigh!
January 2nd, 2008 at
Hell Ya ! Fuck 2008 already !
Online fights ? Stop ” foe’sbook” for a while and everything will be fine !