Shoot me!!
Drama queen as someone called me!? Well yeah! I am entitled to rant as much as I want… given the fact that I go completely silent when I am pissed off.
God forgive me for skipping work today! I slept till 4:30 while every one else I know was doing something productive, I was tossing and turning thinking of an adjective I was giving earlier on today :o !!!
I am still in shock! I don’t know what’s really worse! Being a female in this life time or going through the rough times that I shove myself into!!! Is it maybe the “social animal” syndrome that Blue asks me about all the time! What is it, I quite really can’t put my finger on…
Is it my fault? Am I too easy, too sleazy, too “dim-witted” !? Do I send mixed signals? Do I reflect myself as someone that naïve to people?! Or is it me in total!? My entire being here is just a total mistake!!!
You know when you want time to rewind itself to erase memories? To do right things you did wrong? To simply have this option of experiencing something then go back in time and do it all over again knowing what you should do!!
Now, I am so happy that Allah sends signals all the time that guides me through (as most of you); I still feel bad about people, situations and mostly myself….
I wonder, What would make things better?!
January 3rd, 2008 at
OMG! this is freakY!!!!! *SLAM*
Whats the adjective?
January 3rd, 2008 at
*BANG* with the revolver.
January 3rd, 2008 at
YES!
January 3rd, 2008 at
yes what!?!
January 3rd, 2008 at
Chika shesalfa ? :s i wish i would know whats going on so i could give a proper reply.. No ur not naive and ur not sending mixed signal… ur a person people are blessed to know .. as the social thingy i cant think of a person more fun to be with than u
January 4th, 2008 at
I hope if there is any way I can help u to go through this :*
January 4th, 2008 at
Chika, I can’t really comment, on the situation, as I have no insight, but try to remember that some people have to run others down to make them feel good about themselves. Never doubt yourself, - you know who you are!
January 4th, 2008 at
your thinking too much..
I know I always come to comment here and say I had a similar issue..
well..again…I always sent the wrong signals…and I knew why I did that…I tried to fix it….cuz the results in my case were so severe…
and yes..I have been in the same situation when I wished to exist in new other word..erasing almost everything…
you are a smart..think very well on how you fix it..you know u better than anyone else..yeah I know your stubborn, don’t you? Bs lenaay shway with yourself…
and sorry if I sound as the old adviser granny :D
P.S HAHA @ the pic
January 4th, 2008 at
stay by ur self once in while
and sometimes: mute life for a little bit
relax ur mind
don’t make yourself feel guilty
learn from what happens in life, THEN:
things will come to u after a while
this is a gneral reply, hope it does something good.
January 4th, 2008 at
You said:
and I said
Yes :)
January 4th, 2008 at
hmm… Ok!! How so, if you don’t mind me asking you since you follow the blog? I mean, you in person? what do you see? and how do you interpret what I said?
January 4th, 2008 at
why r u in shock what am i missing ?
January 4th, 2008 at
Nothing much girl :) typical down days of Chika
January 4th, 2008 at
I think it iyou s better for you to not listen to others. For me, I love “Chikabeeena” :P
January 4th, 2008 at
Drama queen? Is it even in your dictionary?! NOT!
You need a vacation, far away from here to relax, recollect yourself and to get your ‘chi’ back together.
Been watching too many chinese movies today. :/
January 4th, 2008 at
Ya binti… I was just kidding :)
Take it easy …
January 4th, 2008 at
You don’t send mixed signals. Sometimes people interpret things the way they wish they were. Others think that you are best friends after meeting for the first time, I noticed that but madri laish, I think its them and not you. I can to tell you to be more selective about who you meet, but it’s really your nature and that’s not the issue here. I’ll tell you what I always tell you, IGNORE IGNORE IGNORE. Don’t let things get to you, you’ll get wrinkles from all that stress.
January 4th, 2008 at
Stay away from people that make you feel bad or people that try to change you.
Be you.
Period.
Don’t feel bad for ranting, if they don’t like it and they can’t accept you how you are, too bad for them.
At least in private Life.
Job is different, one sometimes has to bend a bit to make it work at work.
January 4th, 2008 at
Go shoot some papers.
January 4th, 2008 at
ice cream, and some alone time always manages to make things better for me
January 4th, 2008 at
Best thing to do is do what YOU see is right and live your life the way you see should be lived and never care about what strangers around you think of you..just learn how to deal with each person if their presence in your life is deep or will last awhile..
January 4th, 2008 at
Drama Queen? More like Drama Empress
January 4th, 2008 at
Abduallaaaaaaa! Am gonna kill you!
January 4th, 2008 at
Dont start getting suicidal thoughts, it may not always get better but you’ll still be alive!!!
January 4th, 2008 at
i doo , i doo make things better :D
January 4th, 2008 at
If you don’t make a mistake now and then, you’re not taking enough risks! Chiki, we don’t know what is going on, but we’ve all been misunderstood at some time, and we all make mistakes. You pick yourself, up and you keep going, and you try not to make the same mistakes again. That’s all. Don’t let the picky ones get you down.
January 4th, 2008 at
Chika, it’s not you.. It’s the silly mentality around you.
January 4th, 2008 at
Shoot me too.. and I’ll shoot u afterwards.
January 4th, 2008 at
LOL! That photo looks like the kitten is going to attack the person who is having the gun! hehe…
January 4th, 2008 at
STOP !
Get on with life ….
Have Patience ,
things dont happen over night !
WORK ON IT ..
* Karate Chops *
January 4th, 2008 at
No i dont think ur sleazy, easy, dim-witted or naive. I think ur a great stand-up-for-urself/kick-ass/strong but sensitive feminista!
I mean it wallah i’m not trying to make u feel better. Actually sometimes i think u send out a very strong anti-men signal. But hey, we’re all chicks, and we know that when it comes to men: can’t live with them, can’t live without them!
January 5th, 2008 at
DUDE call me
January 5th, 2008 at
to be honest…mish fahem what your on about….
on a more fahimha note…u can implement what I taught u about shooting a gun on that cat…bas inno 7aram il basboos shoot a can instead.
January 5th, 2008 at
Never trust a woman who doesn’t like to eat. She is probably lousy in bed.?
~Frederico Fellini… Unrelated, i know, but i thought it’d make u feel better.
January 5th, 2008 at
not giving a shit what people say….. that would make things better…. one adjective got u so worked up?!?! screw it :) u think everyone out there has to love u? u will never hear the end of it… my advice… dont give a shit and move on. not everyone has to like u.
January 6th, 2008 at
I noticed that whatever you do, good or bad, whether you mean it or not, there are always those who get you wrong! I don’t know WHY!!!!
January 7th, 2008 at
girl u need somthin’ …
do u smoke weed ???
if its yes just hit me we can chill and smoke a couple of joints
January 8th, 2008 at
God wants to teach us a lesson and the real meaning of life.. =)
That’s why we cant turn back time and hoping that we can erase all the wrong things that we did. And I dont think we’ll feel our life as interesting as it is (now) if we have the abilities to control our previous deeds or actions.
the important thing is just living our life to the fullest! =)
happy living chikapappi!