I am haunted by this notion ever since I’ve let certain people into my “cyber life” and although I’ve contemplated the idea of blocking - removing - erasing some of them I thought, well they would still have access to me through other common friends and here I specifically mean Face Book. It’s weird when [...]
I seriously feel like crack opening my skull, sticking both my hands in and literally pulling out all those bad ideas and delusions that effect me on a nearly daily basis.. I am so sick of myself! It reached a level where I am doubting God with all the bad luck I am going through [...]
Observation one:
Women! Explain this: Why are women so insecure around each other that we always need some sort of confirmation on things we doubt? Why is it when someone has feelings for someone else yet that later person is surrounded by other women, the original woman feels so unconfident till she has to [...]
I’ve neglected this blog… I stopped blogging my intimate personal feelings and this is causing a massive depressive manic disorder and taking my mental illness to a whole new place – that I’ve never known existed! You see, for a person with “communication” issues as “some” call me this is not good because I [...]
I heard them talking about the good prices going insanely high and I read it in some newspapers but I never thought I would get so agitated until I dropped by Surra Co-op today to buy some toiletries.
I was shocked to see the obvious lack of some products off the shelves and I ran around [...]
Although we left the 3aza – mourning place hours ago; I am still so sad and very angry at the same time. No matter how you interpret or try to explain how grieving is kind of therapeutic, I still have this urging wish of magically taking pain away – let’s say, fix all the shit [...]
Spare me the drama ladies.. Y’all know what I am talking about; When women turn bitchy! Yeah BITCHY… Some of you women out there (I am ashamed to call you that) made us joke material to the opposite sex which I have declared an opened war against before on the blog..
I am seriously sick of [...]
So, I love this song!! It drives me crazy.. I just want to dance…
So, Ansam keeps calling it a CRAPPY day - kinda… well, not! Well yeah.. cryptic!
Jungle land - Uha.. this is what I think :@
I will take my shoes off, go stand in the middle of this place AND dance my ass off [...]
So, today my mind decided to wake me up early; Early is 6 A.M to me!! Kinda miraculous for Chikapappi to be up, bright and in good mood…
Facebooked abit, had my coffee, dressed up and oh, I miss my ponytail after cutting my hair.. eh eh !! How can I have my “kobbah” and that [...]
Incident one: Girl goes to the gym, I see her on and off. I see her with her kid by the pool so I go to say hi you know. She looks at me and goes like: “NA3AM - YES” !!! “Why are you pissed off! I am just saying hi” that’s what I said.. [...]
Gossip is productive!
How can that be?! Care to give us (Me and her) your personal interpretation of her statement?!
It saddens me.. no it really kills me from inside when such people create stereotypes and others follow blindly …
It saddens me.. no it really disappoints me when someone’s careless crusade would get to such proportions …
It pisses me .. when someone who is “educated” and with “strong” basis does such a thing that would [...]
