Chikapappi

I am haunted by this notion ever since I’ve let certain people into my “cyber life” and although I’ve contemplated the idea of blocking - removing - erasing some of them I thought, well they would still have access to me through other common friends and here I specifically mean Face Book. It’s weird when [...]

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I seriously feel like crack opening my skull, sticking both my hands in and literally pulling out all those bad ideas and delusions that effect me on a nearly daily basis.. I am so sick of myself! It reached a level where I am doubting God with all the bad luck I am going through [...]

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Although we left the 3aza – mourning place hours ago; I am still so sad and very angry at the same time. No matter how you interpret or try to explain how grieving is kind of therapeutic, I still have this urging wish of magically taking pain away – let’s say, fix all the shit [...]

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It saddens me.. no it really kills me from inside when such people create stereotypes and others follow blindly …
It saddens me.. no it really disappoints me when someone’s careless crusade would get to such proportions …
It pisses me .. when someone who is “educated” and with “strong” basis does such a thing that would [...]

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Here I am back at work… quieter than the usual, guess this issue came back with me as I returned home. I just don’t feel that angry any more, what is going on with me I wonder??
Here I am a year older, 2 years exactly from being the short chubby spinster… It doesn’t bother me [...]

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I decided to pour all the love I have inside of me on you today… I don’t care what people think but for the first time in God knows when, I decided to “talk” to you & ONLY you. I don’t care what people think of you & me but I love us so much… [...]

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“A looooooooong loooooooong time ago, I can still remember how my office used to make me feeeeeeel” LOL – no wait! *cries* !! another song in head “am not crazy am just a little unwell” !!
Disclaimer:
This post is generated by hallucinations…
1. I feel helpless when it comes to my job; How many times did I [...]

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Excuse my urge to blog people but I am still human; Death doesn’t stop us from our daily routines.. I am empowered by the good friends I have, those who would do anything to take me out of this gloomy atmosphere.. Blue, I love you!! Bodour, Nadia, Sara (s), Dana, girls at work, GREAT EMAILS [...]

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I seriously am a believer; Death is our destiny or should I say our inevitable fate.. We will all go through this one day whether we like it or not, doesn’t differ if you have faith or not…
I am not scared of it.. scared of the process only; How could anyone of us imagine what’s [...]

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